~ BoyiSh mEe ~

2007-10-03T23:35:00.001-07:00

okay ppl

relink me @

www.elvirablacknitez.blogspot.com

chEers

2007-06-27T08:00:00.000-07:00

- i juS feel like sHitt !!! -

Stress is building up ...

2007-05-16T09:22:00.001-07:00

okay

Stress is building up

on assignments .. projects .. exams etc

so many things to do ..

5 days of schools + 3 days of working + 3 days of cca

all in 1 week ..

n its the same routine every week

wat a hectic n boring life

couldn't have a rest day

Gonna take my 1 week exam break at the end of the month

need it so0 bad ..

to rest

The dance audition results were out t0day ..

hmmm

guess watz ..?

haha .. i g0t in to both genres

but only the 1st 80 ppl to pay for the registration fee

can join the club ..

wat the hell

so .. wats the audiion for ..??

but i pr0b thinkin of jus joining the hip hop

coz it has 2 slots training

fri n sat

so i can go on the sat

since fri i have cl training ...

modern also clash with cl training ...

so, i think forget abt it ..

Think i jus stick to these 2 ccAs

n i miss the deadline for Igs n Pacesetters

very dissappointed though

but nvm

will try other areas ..

n ohh ya ..

my classmate actually bought the tee which i wanted

so bad ..

but i've decided not to coz it c0z me b0mb!!

can actually cover my hp bill for the month ..

haha

pr0bs ..

1 day i will get it ..

Faint*

Next Monday presentation n Comm Skils Written Assignment

Wed IntHt Test

jus last Mon had a F&B Test

tats a g0ne case

so not me to actually leave so many blanks ..

n im falling so0 behind for my eC0ns

daMn !!!

n oHh my eye candy (ies)

tHey so0 cute

lolx

2007-05-12T06:19:00.001-07:00

to0k an Mc on tuEs
haixx .. Cant take it ... heavy headache
n yea misSed the 2nd training session ...

then wed decided to try out for Modern dance audition ..
hahaha .. ryan was the instructor ..
Modern dance was nv my thing .. but i just give it a try
enjoy myself ..

thurs back to training .. hahaha ..
though i noe im still weak ..
but i dun care ...
n yea the sole of my shoe came off during the training ...
wat the hell !!!
tiMe for new pair of sh0e ....
hahaha ..

Sat which is today .. went for Hip hop audition ..
Hopefully im selected .. haixX ...
yea .. pray hard ..
Results of both modern n hip hop will be out next wed ...

to0k another mC coz of work ..
hahaha ..
yea c0z im still not feeling well ..
reached h0me n jus dozed off ... tired !!!
yet again .. will be transferred over t0 pS starting next wEek ...

wed .. after lecture ..
i was asked by my classmate ,
"Faezah, how many Ex u have ..?"
i was like, " huh ..? i started thinking shld i inc u ..?"
but then i didn't ..
so, i get to noe tat the day b4, he asked the whole class the same qstn ...
like watever ..
haha ..

t0day, i've thot i saw u in my campus ..
hmm.. pr0b thinking to0 much ..
but tat guy really lo0k like ..
but u noe wat,
i still cant be bored ....

~ training session have been change to wed n fri .. ~

here i am ..

2007-05-08T07:45:00.001-07:00

Finally here i am bloggin after so long
Hmmz ..
School ~ so far so gd ..
it takes awhile for me to actually mingle wif my frens
since i didn't join my class orientation ..
lols was wif another bunch of ppl
yea my chearleading team

so far the modules im studying now are actually the same concept of

wat i've learnt back in ITE
n yea its kind of tired ..
even the pr0j ..
basically im re-doing the whole thing
haixx..

yea .. i've signed up for few cCas
need to go for audition n trial
hopefully i could make it through
i wanted badly to get to the team/squad of tat 2 particular cca
pray hard for me aite ..hehx

Currently im working as part-timer at Imm
yea its actually quite far ..
if im coming from school though
but nvm c0z i need some $$ to back me up ..
hehx ..

n yup ..
im baCk to my single-ho0d days ..
wEee ~~

2007-04-11T09:48:00.001-07:00

Its been a very long tyme i've last blog in

So many things to update

but dunno where to start

so the best i can do is just to summarise it

hehx

Been thru' ups n down

It open up my eyes wif the world outside

thx g0d i have all my frens

surrounding me

giving me support

advises

cheering me up

i really thank em' lots

n im grateful

tat im able to continue my education level

to the Polytechnic

yup!! will be enrolling to Tp ..

under

Diploma in Hospitality n Tourism Management

n yea ..

its been the course tat i've been aiming for

but now when i finally get to that course, it sent me shivering down

my spine.. really..

no joke n i dunno y ..

i noe im lucky to get in tat course

my frens advise me to really2 treasure tat course

c0z its not easy to get in

when the cut-off pt for 'O' level is 11 pts

while my gpa pt doesnt even though a min of 3.0

sigh ..

Currently im working at Tpy outlet

it will so0n be closing down end of this month

n yea

i've manage to convert to part-time

so far so gd ..

my new colleagues .. i/c ..

every1

jus the other day i went to Chalet organised

by my Ex-Inbase peeps ..

n yea i really do miSs em'

lotss..

all those craps .. goSsips n laughter we have had

though i can sense some of us have changed..

hehx

Overall, im Happy wif life now

To 'him'

thankz for bringing in happiness in ma life

though we do have our ups n down

hope we will c the light at the end of the tunnel ..

n soRry if i ever

hurt u ..

n yea .. tats abt it ...

so0n ..

the start of something new !!!

heHx

2007-03-15T23:29:00.000-07:00

Listen,

To the song here in my heart

A melody I've start

But can't complete

Listen,

to the sound from deep within

It's only beginning

To find release

Oh,

the time has come for my dreams to be heard

They will not be pushed aside and turned

Into your own all cause you won't

Listen....

Listen,

I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home, in my own home

And I tried and tried

To say whats on my mind

You should have known

Oh,

Now I'm done believin you

You don't know what I'm feelin

I'm more than what, you made of me

I followed the voiceyou gave to me

But now I gotta find, my own..

You should have listened

There is someone here inside

Someone I'd thought had died

Sooo long ago

Ohh I'm free now and my dreams to be heard

They will not be pushed aside on words

Into your arms

All cause you won't

Listen...

I don't know where I belong

But i'll be movin on

If you don't....

If you won't....

LISTEN!!!...

To the song here in my heart

A melody I've start But I will complete

Oh,Now i'm done believin you

You dont know what I'm feelin

I'm more than what, you made of me

I followed the voice, you think you gave to me

But now I gotta find, my own..

my ownn...

2007-03-15T22:32:00.000-07:00

okay peEps !!

im no longer working at Marina Square ..

i've transferred over to J8

BaCk to tHe old BisHan !!!!

hEhxX ..

Dambaan

2007-01-29T12:11:00.000-08:00

Ungkapan kata selindung hasrat nan di hati,

Andainya ditafsir terserlah makna yang tersembunyi,

renungan mata bukan pandangan biasa..

Bertahun handai terjalin hingga waktu ini,

Gurauan mesra menghiasi masa tika bersama,

semangkin berputik perasaan ini..

Kini baru ku sedari,

selama ini kau ku sayangi,

Andai bukan itu hakikatnya mengapa rindu yang ku rasa

Mungkin tiada ku fahami,

tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi,

Beban rahsia kian membakar diri..

Kalimah cinta selongar relung nan dicita,
Mungkinkah dibiar terdampar kasih tak kesampaian,
Naluri bisik bukannya dambaan cinta..

Ikhlas ku nyatakan, kau yang ku sayangi, kau yang ku cintai, walau tak mampu ku miliki

Ingin ku luahkan, mungkin satu hari, kan terbuka pintu hati, dapat jua kau terima diri ku akhirnya.....

2007-01-26T23:54:00.000-08:00

I've l0st ma beloved graNdma paSsed away

on Thurs, 25.01.2007

at abt 6pm

ReC tHe nEw when i waS cl0sin tHe sh0p

ShockEd.Sad.

Angry.

Coz i've sHld have rEad tHe mSg earlier

n n0t while i was doin closin ..

tEars filled in ma eyes..

but im c0ntrilling ma self ..

to0k an urgent leave next day ..

alhamdulillah everything went on smo0thly

the burial

tears ran down my chEek

wHen i gave my laSt kiSs t0 hEr ..

On tat dAy itself, in tHe eveNing

rEc an0tHer call ..

My uncle's fatHer in-law

paSsed away ..

HowEver ma family only visited the nExt day

c0z ma dad were to0 tired t0 drive ard

me .. ? baCk to w0rk ..

w0rkin full sHift

aNyway .. tHx t0 all ma inBase family

for ur c0ncern

LifE is Unpredictable

368

2007-01-24T23:28:00.000-08:00

HsBc.PoSb.MayBaNk.

AmeRican ExpResS.UoB.rHb.DineRs.

CityBaNk.Standard ChaRteRed.

OcbC.CapitaLaNd.ChinaBaNk.

JcB.

watz eLse ...?

heHeXx ..

JokE oF tHe yr ..

368

*Immature love says: "I love you because I need you." Mature love says: "I need you because I love you." *

2007-01-22T22:08:00.000-08:00

The truth huRts !!!

It reaLLy do ..

Jus hurt so0 baDly ...

when i th0t everything is goin on sm0othly

s0mething bad jus have to wreck it

all up !!

n it juS shattered everything !!

. My Life.

. My Confidence.

. My Trust .

. My Work .

n0w its all makes sense t0 me

all those things tat u did n said

th0se empty pr0mises

th0se lies

n i tHank g0d for opEning up my eyEs

c0z i believe i deserve a better treatment than this ..

t0 ma zal.yun.cathy . . thx a lot for everytHing ..

i gave u another chance

but u blew it away ..

for n0w i guEss let nature decides it ..

n regarding ur qstn ..

i've g0t no c0mMents ...

n for the very 1st tyme

i t0ld ma close em'

that im very2 sad n dispp0inted

thiS havE t0 hapPen ..

thiS is s0o not me ..

c0nsidering that they are hearing from

e t0mboyiSh me

BaCking away from u is watz i do now..

th0ugh its g0nna take

a slow pr0ceSs ..

2007-01-14T23:07:00.000-08:00

Feel like sHiittt t0day !!!

If i n0E i w0nt request off on Mon ..

Idi0t ..

aNyway thankz for everything ey ..

really im v heartbr0ken

but if tats wat u wanted

s0 be it k ..

n dun regret it ...

Had a very gd conversation wif 1 of ma bEstie e other day

finally i've let out watz i needed t0 say

n she was sh0cked to0 ..

me to0 ..

S0metimes ey we Cant give face t0 guys/men

(If they c0nsidered as 1)

if n0t they will step over our head

geddittt ??

Really l0st ma trust in men ..

ey 0% ...

hehx

guEss tats all ey

hehx ..

n im c0ntrolling baCk ma life again ...

wheEpedo0 ...

- Its eNds t0nigHt -

Life's a MeSs

2007-01-08T22:13:00.000-08:00

Is it s0o haRd for u t0 understand me ..?

my interest ..?

me having my own space ..?

my frens ..?

my w0rking life ..?

juS aBout everything ...

BaCk b4 .. u t0ld me watz ..?

u g0nna supPort me n0 matter wat is it rite ...?

s0, watz n0w ??

MeN .. full of eMpty pr0mises ...

HavE i st0ppEd u

going out wif ur frens ..?

u playing s0cCer ..?

ok only tat 1 particular day c0z u're n0t fully rec0vered

from ur injury ..

u still c0ntActin wif ur Exs

tHough m0st of e tyme tHey were the one c0ntactin u ..

wHen i tried t0 call u

t0 settle over things ...

wat did u d0 ..?

eitHer nv piCk up my call or juS off ur ph0ne ...

iS this h0w u handle ur pr0b ...?

sad ..

Such a low maturity mindset u have ..

aNyway .. i've t0ld u b4 ..

i've given u one last chance

if n0t

tats it ..

th0ugh im g0nna gEt huRt ..

watz t0 do ..

life g0es on ..

- Is tHey s0metHing wRong wif mEn ur agE ...?
tHey seEms t0 havE tHis saMe attitude ..

HmMz -

2007-01-06T23:14:00.000-08:00

its Sat t0day

n heRe i am super fcuking b0red at h0me

supP0se t0 be out with him

watching late night movie

eNded up cancelled

c0z its fully bo0ked ..

dunnoe how his gd fren of his went t0 bo0ked

earlier said its already bo0ked

eNded up

habuk pun tak de ..

thank g0d i've found back

my fav online game

'Monopoly'

gEts t0 entertain myself

im still stuCk playing tat game

itS beEn 3 straigHt days off w0rk ..

hapPy ..?

b0red ..?

hehx ..

tHink its tyme to find other job

aNy intRo niE1 ..?

will bE applyin t0 enRol t0 poly again

this yr ..

h0pefully i gEt in ..

till tHen i will lead my n0rmal life ...

-- “Every man is afraid of something. That’s how you know he loves you. When he’s afraid of losing you.”--

CaN wE tRuSt mAn tHeSe Days ...???

2007-01-04T23:24:00.000-08:00

A bad start for the new year

when jus i th0t its going t0 be smoothful

haiXx ...

on tHe 2nd day we have conversion t0 do ..

which i only get t0 noe jus last min ..

n the w0rst thing tat can happen

i've cut my finger with pen knife ..

nearly hit by the manequin ..

doin the c0mputer thingy ..

by 3am oNly half d0ne ..

reached h0me at 4am ..

n the best thing the next day is my full day at w0rk ..

as expected w0ke up late ..

n i reached w0rk at 12 no0n ..

c0ol huh?

i really lo0ked like dead z0mbie walking ard ...

super damn tired ..

In charge let mE off early ..

n Met up wif him awhile ..

n g0t ourself in a v big fight ..

haix..

y muSt this happen ..

n its like we're over

im very dissappointed with the way he handle

the situation

given his age n his so0 called 'maturity'

n so he made e decision

n i go ahead wif it

it jus have t0 hurt so bad ..

bUt still life goes on ..

i'll c how the next few days go ...

bc0z of this n the tiredness from the conversion day

n the pressure i have at w0rk

i seEms t0 be hot tempered at w0rk ..

sH0wing my anger n my blacky face ..

im so0 soRry pEeps ..

tHx for all ur c0ncErn k ..

n all for chEering mE up ..

JuS givE me s0me tyme t0 gEt back t0 what i've used t0 be ...

Hugs u pEeps l0ttsS !!!

I can givE u one last cHAnce ..

s0o u betta takE pr0per care of itz ..

HaiXx ..

2007-01-01T22:27:00.000-08:00

HapPy New Year to ALL ...

2007 is heRe

n its like so0 fast rite tyme passed by ..

n0t forgetting Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

to aLL my Muslims Frens ..

i n0e i n0e its over !!

n i've actually f0rgotten aBt it ..

hEhx ..

bC0z of my blurneSs, there i was working in the

afterno0n shift while all the Muslims ppl went visitin ..

weird rite ..

but its ok .

at least i've g0t my another malay colleague wif me ..

so as expected there's extension hours ...

after we closed close ..

when t0 watch fireworks ..

yea c0x its like nearby my workin place ..

wo0h0oo .. nicE2 fireworks ..

hehx ..

g0t a small tiff wif him ..

nvm la .. forget it ..

t0day 1st day of the new yr

watz a bad luck i have ..

its jus have t0 run my new yr ..

haix ..

jus for me t0 noe ...

but if its true there's s0me1 out there trying t0 be funny

or wanting t0 sabo ..

he/she will get in it

karma will gets ur way ..

dun play a fo0l ..

c0z my karma hits the red eye bull ...

daMn aSs !!!

wat ar u ..?

2006-12-23T23:55:00.000-08:00

28 Oct - 24 Nov

Kestrel

A sharp brain helps kestrel people hover from one subject to another without losing concentration. They focus on their life's goal with a single-minded focus, not flustered by what is going on around them. A confidence in their own ability helps them to soar to heights others may only dream of.

2006-12-22T06:51:00.000-08:00

There's this particular staff

tat really sweep me off the feet man...

woHh0o ..

ever since i saw him ..

wif his smile ..

his dimple ..

his character ..

his crazynEss ...

hehx ..

he's taken ..

but wh0 cares ??

hE's my eyE caNdy ..

: )

2006-12-18T22:48:00.000-08:00

'He' met wif a car accident on sat ...

SandwiChed btwn 2 cars

How bad can it gets ..

still g0t the heart t0 tell me 'im n0t seriously injured'

wat the hell ..

admitted t0 the h0s for 1 day ..

so this whole weEk he's on mCs ..

Workin life begin t0 get sucky after the transfer thingy ..

jus cant be bothered t0 c0me work

my best colleague is tendering so0n ..

another guy is plannin t0 get transfered ..

haix ..

n0w im left wif wh0 ..

alteration not yet pass2 ...

Can i jus sit at h0me n shake leg ...?

hehx ..

or jus wait for s0me1 to 'knock' on my do0r ...

arrgHhh

tats even scarier ..

im n0t prepared for tat stage

i've g0t a long way t0 go ..

lotts of things t0 achieve ..

iNsyaallah .. everything will start next yr ...

Rite n0w .. im jus confused.scared.my brain is n0t functioning

the least thing i've expected is c0ming true ....

aArrgHhh ..

- The difficulty in life is the choice -

2006-12-17T23:13:00.000-08:00

Its been awhile since i've last updated

hehx ..

so0 now .. dunno wher t0 start

l0st track liao ..

Jus bought a new hp early this weEk

weEee ... so0 now super br0ke !!

Bought Nokia 6288

white in colour ..

mum ask t0 try a diff colour ..

hEe ..

a boy met a girl

the boy falls in love wif the girl

but the girl ....???

- Confusi0n-

- Love the way u love me, but hate the way im supposed to love u back -

2006-12-15T22:36:00.000-08:00

caNt seEms t0 update my blog ...
theRe's error s0mewherE ...
hMmZz ...

2006-12-14T23:03:00.000-08:00

Yang terindah terlukis dibibirmu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu sebegitu
Pudarkah sudah cinta yang ku beri
Berwarna warni segala
Yang dijanjikan ia

Usah biarku bersendirian
Usah biar hatimu ditawan
Usah biar diriku disini
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman

Usah lepaskan genggaman tanganmu
Usah biar semua berlalu
Usah terlupa perasaan hati
Pertama kali kita bertemu
Usah lepaskan...

Tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlalu
Ku ingin selalu bersama mu

Usah biarku bersendirian
Usah biar hatimu ditawan
Usah biar diriku disini
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman

Usah lepaskan genggaman tanganmu
Usah biar semua berlalu
Usah terlupa perasaan hati
Pertama kali kita bertemu

Ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
Engkau dan dia harus bersama
Mendungnya langit bila berkata
Kita patutnya masih bercinta
Usah lepaskan...

Yeah..

Usah lepaskan..

Yang terindah terlukis dibibirmu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu sebegitu

2006-11-25T23:02:00.000-08:00

Im s0 disappointed wiF myself ...

soRry t0 turn down ur request

really really im sorry

feelin s0 bad

was havin a bad headache

- GoNna st0p playiN tHis gaMe -

2006-11-23T23:23:00.000-08:00

eHmMm

i tHot u w0nt c0ntact mE siNce wE laSt mEt

ya la ..

pR0bably im not up t0 ur expectation

but still i wanna thank ur for tat lil' moment we have

but .. u still have the chEek t0 pm me on mSn huh..

dunno t0 be hapPy or sad

lolx

its okay la .. let it be this way

though i still wanna mEet u somewhere s0mehow aite

mr.0n.My.biRthday.guy

miShh ya

2006-11-19T21:19:00.000-08:00

hE juS lo0ked like him

tHe way hE staNd

hE talks

tHe t0ne of hiS voice

hiS style

His face expression

but to0 bad . . hE's no m0re workin

haiXx ..

but at least i g0t the chance t0 talk

n signed off work wif him

hEeXx

yEsterday, walked h0me from e interchange

even though i think there still is bus service

it like past midnight already

jus feel like wanted t0 feel the cool breeze

t0 freE my mind

t0 calm my heart

n t0 walk again the memory lane

"Hargai sebuah pertemuan, kerana di situ terciptanya ikatan; hargai sebuah kejujuran, kerana di situ, terciptanya sebuah kebahagiaan. Hargai kedua-duanya, kerana di situ terciptanya sebuah hubungan yang sempurna."

2006-11-15T23:54:00.000-08:00

n0 reSpoNd

s0

go0dbyE

2006-11-14T22:57:00.000-08:00

super tired

super down t0day

i dunno y .....

hate this feeling .....

aNyway, all the best for ur 2nd round audition StrEetz DiscipLe

2006-11-13T23:41:00.000-08:00

11th Nov ..

went out HaRi Raya visitin wif ISp-ians ...

hMmZz ok lah .. but can feel tat we are not as unite as b4 ..

ppl changed rite ..

but at least we managed to meet up

heExX ...

oncE again the 3 nov babiEs celebrated our birthday t0gether

at Huda's hse

aiSshHh ... so paiseHhh ...

but thx every1...

n yea for the gift to0 ...

i loike !!!

12th Nov

Official day ...

the day i turn 2oth ...

OucHhh ... so0 old ... keke

had a wonderful surprised at work ...

my colleagues bought a birthday cake for me

n sang me a birthday song ...

in the shop itself

with the customers n passers-by looking n peeping at ...

aWwwwwww ....

so0 paiseHh ....

i really really appreciate it !!!

really really thx a lottts !!!

Thank You In Base

haha .. camE out with dunno so many excuses

n me ??

can gEt so0 blurry t0 trust em'

hahXx ...

n yea ... thx also for the birthday giFt !!

keke .. the 'bread'

it cant even fit into the biggest carrier we have ...

heHx

at the same tyme was having dilema

the past few days

but no choice .. a decision have t0 be made ..

n i noe i've made the right decision

heHeXx...

another memorable birthday 'surprise'

n im glad i've made tat decide

Follow ur heart

n thx for everything

though u n0e nothing .. haha

" A 'date' on ma BirtHday ....? "

hEhx

2006-11-12T00:00:00.000-08:00

Finally tHe day have c0me

HapPy 20th BirtHday T0 Me !!!!!

2006-11-10T23:44:00.000-08:00

i miSs u both la

Anthony bRo n Heline jie

n0 more of ur craps n crazinEss ):

no m0re t0 diSturb me

no more t0 guide me along

haiXxx

now the place is so0 quiettttt .....

anyway .. its nice noeing u ..

h0pe to noe u betta aite

gEeZz

shld i or shldn't i ....???

- 2 m0re days -

2006-11-01T21:16:00.000-08:00

Farel sahabatku,
Aku menulis surat ini sambil mengenang persahabatan kita yg penuh dgn kegembiraan & tawar.
sejak kecil, main basket bersama2, berlari2-an di kaki bukit,

kamu buatkan mahkota indah dari dedaunan.

Semua itu terlalu indah utkku kenang.

Persahabatan kita begitu dekat,

sampai tiba saatnya kau mula jatuh cinta pada Luna.

Susah sekali menjelaskan bagaimana perasaan ku,

tapi aku gembira melihat kamu bahagia.

Tapi, ntah kenapa aku juga tiba2 rasa kehilangan, cemburu kerna kamu nggak punya bynk waktu lagi utkku.

Sungguh aku sangat terpukul ketika doktor bilang kakiku harus diamputasi..

tanpa kaki, aku nggak bisa main basket sama kamu, berjenaka sambil tertawa dlm hujan.

Pada akhirnya aku menyedari, aku nggak ingin kehilangan kamu Farel.

Tapi,

saat perpisahan itu pasti akan dtg juga.kerna aku tahu,

kamu sgnt mencintai Luna,

& satu ketika,

kamu akan menikahinya.

Aku memohon tiada kata2 perpisahan antara kita, farel.

Utk itulah akhirnya aku memutuskan utk mendonarkan hatiku pada Luna.

Dgn hati yg ada di tubuh Luna,

maka aku bisa terus dpt mendampingimu, Farel.

Bahkan, sampai kamu bernikah & punya anak.

Lalu,

dihatiku yg ku donarkan ditubuh Luna,

aku bisa terus bersamamu.

Melalui hatiku yg kini ada di tubuh Luna,

& dgn cara itu,

aku, mencintaimu...

Captured from 'Heart' Movie n taken from ma Qie's blog

SoRry ya QiE ..

gua c0py n pastE daRi blog kamu seiiii ...

2006-10-25T23:32:00.000-07:00

Embun Di Pagi Buta
Menebarkan Bau Basah
Detik Demi Detik Ku Hitung
Kinikah Saat Ku Pergi

Oh Tuhan Ku Cinta Dia
Berikanlah Aku Hidup
Takkan Ku Sakiti Dia
Hukum Aku Bila Terjadi

Aku Tak Mudah Untuk Mencintai
Aku Tak Mudah Mengaku Ku Cinta
Aku Tak Mudah Mengatakan
Aku Jatuh Cinta

Senandungku Hanya Untuk Cinta
Tirakatku Hanya Untuk Engkau
Tiada Dusta Sumpah Ku Cinta
Sampai Ku Menutup Mata

Cintaku...

2006-10-24T23:31:00.000-07:00

Firstly wanna wish all ma Muslims freNs

SeLamAt Hari Raya

Minal Aidil Wal Fai'izin

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Please forgive all my wrong doings ...

if ever i have hurt u here n there ..

im really am sorry ..

i've decided t0 let bygones be bygones

insyaallah

Ramadhan 2006, marks a big different n changes in my life

having t0 fast during ma working life

but i've learn alot

gotta have lots of patience n endurance

lots of challenges

n alhamdulillah

everything goes on smoothly

th0ugh at tyme i do have ma unhappiness

haha..

after 2 years celebrating Hari Raya

with someone special

this year marks a big different in me

im back t0 my singlehood life

kind of lonely n sad to0

jus miSs everything

'when we went n break fast t0gether'

'studying t0gether'

' went t0 geylang t0 jus feel the atm0sphere'

'having t0 discuss wat colour for the season'

'wat type of style'

'having t0 plan for visiting'

haiXx ..

but its okay ..

so far im coping well ..

n im hoping he's doing well to0

n i dunno y

t0day suddenly i think of 'him'

hmm yea ..

kind of missing him

missing our friendship

n i n0e he dun even bother if im still existed

so0oo0ooooo0 ...

Forget it

haiXx ..

there's so much things i've thot off t0day

dissappointment

went t0 hospital jus now

n it hurts me badly t0 c my grandma lying there

esp t0day , the 1st day of Raya

nearly cried ..

so i jus walked out the ro0m

i cant witness it

when each of us start t0 ask forgiveness from her ...

it jus hurts badly

- i misShH us -

2006-10-18T23:06:00.000-07:00

y n0 sch t0day ...?

oHh ... teacher say dun have t0 come sch ..

less0n not yet started ...

hahaXxx ...

wat a lie i've t0ld in this fasting m0nth ...

cant help it ..

ppl th0t im still scho0lin ..

tats y m0st of the tyme im still paying half of wat adults usually pay ...

wEee ...

the other c0nversation i had ..

waHh .. u so0 young ahh ..?

g0t lots of m0ney ...

u're workin ahh ...?

my reply : ya ...

muahahaha ...

at tymes its gd t0 look younger ur age ..

but then ..

at tymes it jus suxs alot ...

aNyway...

HaRi Raya is ard the corner ...

heEe ...

looking forward t0 it ...

For th0se, who's going visiting .. plz confirm the date asap aite ..

- They ignore each other and look the other way

but they both know that deep down inside that

it wasnt supposed to end this way -

2006-10-14T00:32:00.000-07:00

went out wif ma st.d family t0day

visited mel at her work place

haha ..

n we created a s0 called drama scene ..

its sad t0 c u g0

leaving me alone again ...

but i also dun want t0 c u being fucked-up side d0wn ..

s0 might as well u leave it behind ..

tHen we weNt t0 break fast at Harbourfr0nt ..

the c0ffee shop near the

interchange ...

weird0 .. c0z we seems t0 get stared by ppl ard ..

w0nder y ...

n i th0t i saw him jus now ..

but caNt confirmed though

c0z the way u're tryin t0 avoid me caught ma attention

haha ..

weNt t0 geylang n walked ard ..

was crowded ..

n everywhere i walked 'My hEart' s0ng will be aired

instead of Hari Raya s0ngs ...

haha ..

really enjoyed ma day

hopefully i will get ma Hari Raya days off as i wanted ...

if n0t ..

haha ..

- Can i say, I miss u ..? -

2006-10-13T01:03:00.000-07:00

In a year, the only month ppl will c me

wif ma so called 'girly' side of me

is during Hari Raya ...

hahaha ..

0ther than tat i bE in ma sh0rtiE hair ...

its n0t tat i duN like long hair ..

its jus tat i prefer it t0 be shortie ...

muCh more c0nvenience

easy t0 take care

c0z im a active pers0n ..

insyaallah i will gr0w it long when the rite tyme c0mes ..

hEe ..

S0me pasSer-by n customer did c0mpliment tat they like ma
sh0rtie spiky hair ... kakaka

nieway, this yr i've n0t yet decide wat hairstyle t0 go wif .. haa

c0z rite n0w its quite of sh0rt nor long ...

let mE recalled baCk ...

yr 2005 - Curly

yr 2004 - Reb0nded hair

rather that tat its sh0rtiE ...

s0 this yr ...?

hmMzz .. really duN n0e ...

geEzZ .. n i gEt ppl askin mE whether i am mixed blo0d ..

do i really lo0k like one ...?

w0rst still when ur own siSter told me tat i lo0k

like chinEse ...?

actually siNce child i d0 get ppl wh0 thot im a chinEse ..

so0o ...

reaLLy havE no c0mmEnt ...

keKe ..

Anyway, guEss wAt ..?

t0day wE hit tArgEt agaiN ... woHo00 ..

3 dAys straigHt ...

hapPy haPpy **

n alhamdullilah..

ma aUnt have jus given birth to her 1st child (Daughter) ....

on 9th October 2006

her Name : Nur Hafifa

n ma c0usin Sis, Kak Ifa 1st Child (Daughter)

on 19 Sep 2006

her Name : Nur Maya Izzati

n Finally ...

HapPy 20th BirthDay

NuruL Hafizah aka FizZy

May u have a w0nderful n blessful years ahead ...

insyaallah

*huggs*

- Im n0t the Girl ur heart is Missin' -

Haha ... Read tHis !!!

2006-10-12T01:30:00.000-07:00

If you are fat, don't wear tight clothes that show your flabby tummy, arms and those unflattering features.

If you are too thin, eat more. You wear tight clothes no use cos you don't have the assets. Loose clothes makes you, erm...more thinner?

If you are ugly, no you're not. Ugly is the faces we make.

If you are beautiful/pretty, thank God. But if you have bad heart, that's a minus. And if you have beauty but no brain, BIMBO!!

If you have a boyfriend, act like you have one. And if you are single, don't look. Let it come naturally.

And if you have a boyfriend, you wish you were single. And if you are single, ENJOY your single-ness!

If you are 14 yrs old, don't act like 21.

If you are 21, here's what you should do. Watch Kids Central 9.30am "The Upside Down show", Nickelodeon, play hide and seek in the mall with your bf, make babies cry, walk as you throw your slippers in the air, makes faces at camera in shopping malls or atm machine etc, etc.

:) ... Always Young at Heart!!!

2006-10-12T00:52:00.000-07:00

Firstly wanNa wiSh Mas a

HapPy 17tH BirthDay

swEet 17tH seiii ...

keKe =P

hmmz .. exactly 1 more m0nth before thE

biG '2' is c0ming

birthday wiSh ...?

really dunn0 ... naHh guEss its for me t0 noe ...

heHee ...

aNyway, its bEen 2 days straight that

we managed t0 hit target ..

co0L man !!!

amazing ...

for weEkdays ... yea ...

aNyway, tHx t0 all th0se wh0 havE c0me down

n pay me a visit aite ...

i really appreciate it ....

n its brighten up ma day jus t0 c u peEps again ...

missin' u guys

even b4 i've started workin there ...

tHe place is sort of a memorable place for me ..

though it hurts alot lo0king baCk ..

but n0 choice ...

coz now im workin thEre

g0tta face it everyday ...

haiZz

the other day went Arab St. t0 break fast wiF ma girls ...

me n mel met up first ..

takE a walk at bugis ...

n we walked through Golden Landmark

an0ther hiStory place for me

haiZz ...

flashed baCk t0 the day when i walked wif him

heart pain xia ...

OucHhh

an0tHer c0lleguE of mine is resigning ...

haixX ..

y is everyb0dy leaving ...?

- FragiLe Girl -

2006-10-09T22:28:00.000-07:00

sorry ya peeps

its been a long tyme since i've last update ...

hmmz

things have been changing ...

workin life .. friendship .. family ..

workin life so far so gd ..

jus need patience n endurance

im having a gd tyme wif ma new peeps ..

but still im missing ma old peeps

missin the old environment

Miss em' calling me 'Sayang'

Miss ma dance kakis

Miss their Scolding

Miss their Advices

Miss their Story

Miss the Noisy Environment

Miss their stares

Miss their Singing

Miss the techno songs

- JuSt missEd everytHing -

Next.. y ehh some guys wif wh0m back then i was cl0se

with .. or once upon a tyme we seemed t0 have history..

their current gfs viewed my profile ..

i n0e i sound so0 emotional or rather sensitive

but still i just dun like it laaaaa ..

i hate it man !!!

arrgHhhh ...

but nvm la .. at least s0me1 treat me as a threat uh ...??

s0me1 wanted t0 noe who i am ..

kekeke ....

2006-09-26T22:10:00.000-07:00

Today is the 3rd day of fasting

so far so gd

v tiring as expected

having slight fever i guess

i dun wanna catch a fever

cld still remember my worst ever fever i've beEn thru'

few m0nths baCk..

i dun wanna it t0 happen again ..

c0z t0day i nearly cried

tears already flooding my eyes ..

n i dunno y

everytime i nearly cried im sure t0 catch a fever

geEzZ

c0z b0th ma in charge are transfering out

haixXx ..

though im n0t close t0 em'

i still feel the l0ss ..

n tat bitch forever a bitch

scolded me for no reasons

thank g0d .. im fastin' ..

should curse her

- karma -

for watever she d0ne towards me ..

S.D is tHru t0 the next round

of dance floor

all the beSt for u guys

*hugs*

As im typing this d0wn

he msg me

after s0 long

really dunno wat happened t0 us

miscomunication?

maybE ...

h0pe everything is fine now

n wanna watch 'My Heart' Movie

2006-09-20T22:19:00.000-07:00

Did i really heard him say tat ...?

oHhh g0sHhh ...

am i dreamiN or wat ..?

the v 1st person to call me tat

hmm ..

pr0bably i think so muCh

- heEe -

n im so0 in luv wif tHis song ..
cHk out the video clip under ma wiShlist aite ...

* Kenangan Terindah *

* Unforgetable Memories *

fCukEd up !!

2006-09-19T22:30:00.000-07:00

iM super fcukEdd upp !!!

wiF this bitch ...

i n0e the moment i saw her for the 1st tyme

we wont get along well

yea ... its truEe ...

always giviN me her fcuked up face ..

i noe she's seeing my colleague ..
but is it my fault when its actually ur so called 'guy' is the one
who always jokes ard with me ...???

no wonder after u were transfered out ..
u keep coming back ..
takut hilang kepe ur so called guy..?

bingitt sak .. aargHhh ...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

t0day ma off day ...

decided t0 stay at h0me

sorry ya peeps .. didnt attend training t0day ..

c0z i've got lots of things neEd to settle wif ...

clean up ma ro0m

mountains n hills ahH my ro0m ...

c0z i noe when Ramadhan month is due in 1 week tyme

i 'll will be super tired + working hours ...

h0pefully i can endure all the c0baan(challenges)

in in this year Ramadhan

insyaallah ..

end of this m0nth will be having midnight sale

so t0 th0se ppl who would like t0 purchase

any merchandise from snk

but u think are to0 expensive

do wait for e end of the month aite ..

shld have discount i think ...

aNyway.. my 1 month probation will be up in

2 days tyme

lets c how the evaluation g0es ..

im prepared for watever c0mment n complains

they have in store for me ...

n grandma was admitted t0 hospital again ...

haixx ..

its beEn a long tyme i've last seen her ..

i talked t0 ma mum

to ask her c0me back n live wif us again

at least g0t ppl to attend t0 her ..

to look after her well-being

but she d0esn't want ...

haixx ..

i dun mind not having the privacy again ..

having t0 sleep in the living ro0m

not using the com at night

its ok wif me

i dun really mind anymore ...

as well as she is taken care of ...

n latest news kak ifah

have jus given birth t0 a baby girl t0day

at 4pm plus

wEee ..

alhamdulillah ..

everything went on smoothly

c0z she went for inducement ..

the baby was overdue actually ..

forg0t t0 ask the name also .. haha

but i noe it was given by my uncle

n n0t both the newborn baby parents..

hahaxx ...

2006-09-15T23:34:00.000-07:00

There's so many things to write

but i dunno how to start

n im lazy to type

hahax ...

but i think for sure i want t0 go cycling !!!

midnight cycling ...?

like the other day at Ain's bbq chalet ..

really enjoyed myself ...

n i misSed my life ...

but some things will never be the same ..

i n0e that ..

n at tyme it scares me l0t

feeling so0 lonely ... hmm

tats y im beginning to appreciate the ppls n things ard me

n im scared tat my 'tastebud' will change

g0sHhh ..

hahax ...

had an open talk wif one of my best guy fren recently

n he t0ld me wat he neEded me t0 n0e ..

shld i give this guy whom have hurt me an0ther chance ...?

nah .. its not my best guy fren ..

haixx ...

i've shldn't bE to0 nice rite ...

at tymes i wonder

is it a crime to be nice ..?

some ppl asked me y am so0 nice to em' (ppL)

i dun really have the answer in me

haixxx ...

weird weird weird ..

- Kata Orang Dalam Kegelapan Kita Dpt Melihat Dan MeniLai Diri Dgn Terang -

Semua utk Cinta

2006-09-14T23:17:00.000-07:00

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu…
Tidak bisa memberikan alasan mengapa ia mencintaimu…
Dia hanya tau, dimata dia,kamulah satu satunya…

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu…
Sebenarnya selalu membuatmu marah /gila/jengkel / stres…
Tapi ia tidak pernah tau hal bodoh apa yg sudah ia lakukan…
Karna semua yang ia lakukan adalah untuk kebaikanmu.

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu…
Jarang memujimu, tetapi di dalam hatinya kamu adalah yg terbaik…
Hanya ia yang tau…

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu…
Akan marah-marah atau mengeluh jika…
Kamu tidak membalas pesannya atau telpnya…
Karna ia peduli dan ia tidak ingin sesuatu terjadi ke kamu…

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu…
Hanya menjatuhkan airmatanya dihadapanmu…
Ketika kamu mencoba untuk menghapus airmatanya…
Kamu telah menyentuh hatinya…
Dimana hatinya selalu berdegup / berdenyut /bergetar untuk kamu…

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu…
Akan mengingat setiap kata yg kamu ucapkan…
Bahkan yang tidak sengaja dan ia akan selalu…
Menggunakan kata2 itu tepat waktunya…

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu…
Tidak akan memberikan janji apapun dengan mudah…
karna ia tidak mau mengingkari janjinya…
Ia ingin kamu untuk mempercayainya dan ia ingin…
memberikan hidup yang paling bahagia dan aman selama lamanya.

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu…
Mungkin tidak bisa mengingat kejadian /kesempatan istimewa…
Seperti perayaan hari ulang tahunmu…
Tapi ia tau bahwa setiap detik yang ia lalui…
Ia mencintai kamu, tidak peduli hari apakah hari ini…

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu…
Tidak mau berkata aku mencintaimu dengan mudah…
Karna segalanya yang ia lakukan untuk kamu adalah…
Untuk menunjukkan bahwa ia siap mencintaimu…
Tetapi hanya ia yang akan mengatakan kata I Love You pada situasi yang spesial…
Karna ia tidak mau kamu salah mengerti…
Dia mau kamu mengetahui bahwa ia mencintai dirimu…

Seseorang yang benar2 mencintai kamu…
Akan merasa bhw sesuatu harus dikatakan sekali saja…
Karna ia berpikir bahwa kamu telah mengerti dirinya…
Jika berkata terlalu banyak…
Ia akan merasa bahwa tidak ada yang akan membuatnya bahagia / tersenyum…

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu…
Akan pergi ke airport untuk menjemputkamu…
Dia tidak akan membawa seikat mawar…
Dan memanggilmu sayang seperti yang kamu harapkan.
Tetapi, ia akan membawakan kopermu dan menanyakan…
Mengapa kamu menjadi lebih kurus dalam waktu 2 hari??
Dengan hatinya yang tulus…

Seseorang yg mencintai kamu…
Tidak tahu apakah ia harus menelponmu ketika kamu marah…
Tetapi ia akan mengirimkan pesan setelah beberapa jam…
Jika kamu menanyakan : mengapa ia telat menelepon…??
Ia akan berkata : Ketika kamu marah penjelasan dari dirinya semua hanyalah sampah.
Tetapi,ketika kamu sudah tenang…
Penjelasannya baru akan benar-benar menyejukan hati.

Seseorang yang mencintaimu…
Akan selalu menyimpan semua benda yang telah kamu berikan…
bahkan kertas kecil bertuliskan ‘I LOVE U ‘ ada di dalam dompetnya…

Seseorang yg mencintaimu…
jarang mengatakan kata-kata manis…
Tapi kamu tau, ‘kecupannya’ sudah menyalurkan semua……

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu…
Akan selalu berusaha membuatmu tersenyum…
Dan tertawa walau terkadang caranyamembingungkanmu…

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu…
Akan membalut hatimu yang pernah terluka dan menjaganya dengan setulus hati…
Agar tidak terluka lagi…
Dan ia akan memberikanmu yang terbaik walau harus menyakiti hatinya sendiri…

Seseorang yang mencintaimu…
Akan rela melepaskanmu pergi bila bersamanya kamu tidak bahagia…
Dan ia akan ikut bahagia walau kamu yang dicintainya bahagia bersama orang lain…

Pernahkah kamu mencintai seperti itu ????
maka…
Berbahagialah orang yg dicintai oleh dirimu

OucHhh ....

2006-09-07T14:16:00.000-07:00

geEeZz ...

super tired .. reached h0me ard 7am plus in the morning..

went m0s wif shan

straight after work ... haha ..

n yea .. i've beEn working 18 days at Samuel n Kevin

outlet @ Marina Square

so far ok la ..

as l0ng as no1 find fault wif me im still ok

jus started to do cashiering .. sianz

confirm by now till my probation end i be the cashier.. :(

n the best part i lost my tag on the day i rec it..

tats mean went i report t0 work i rec it

n by the time closing dunnoe where its g0ne..

haiz... c0nfirm will get fuCked up-side down..

haix.. last Sun was my last day at ma religious class

feel so sad ..

but no choice i neEd to sacrifice it

will continue next year ..

beginning t0 miSs em'

n yea i d0 miSshH daNcing ..

puttiN a st0p for the time being ..

Sorry ya guys ..

tiS week super shagged ..

going t0 Ain's bbq this fri after work..

probably t0n over ..

next day must reach work at 930am

meeting ... wtf

2006-08-17T22:36:00.000-07:00

He's going to Russia ....

He's going to USA ....

He's transferring to Doha ...

Man ... wat tHe hell am i talking aBt ....??

Crap ... duHh !!!

hiP h0p sCenE

2006-08-13T23:07:00.000-07:00

Saw tiS Suria pR0g on Malays breaking in t0 tHe hip h0p scene....

yea ... break dancin .. rapping.. graffiti..

cooL man ...

n yea yEsterday c0mp @ wdLs Cc

wAs gReat ... haha

itS a sHockin for us 'Streetz Diciple' to bag tHe 1st prize...

im so0 proud of em'

after so muCh 'hardship' wE wEnt tHru ..

i feEL tHe pain to0 ...

itS aMazing ....

v t0ugh crEws wE up agaiNSt

but alhamdulillah..

aNyway, congRatz to e rEst of tHe wiNneRs ...

hMm yEa as expected saw him tHere to0 ...

but hiS crEw l0st

i feel v diSsapointing tH0ugh c0z i n0e hiS cRew

can do better tHan wat i saw during tHe c0mp ..

geEeZz ..

saw hiS gLance ...

ign0re him ..

him trying t0 strike a conversation ..

ignore him ..

my frens sho0k hand wif him .. me..?

ignore him ..

c0z like wat CatHy t0ld me tiS type of guy is n0t w0rtH it ..

dun have t0 feel pity for him

hahahaha

n ohH ya ... onE of hiS crEw matE cutE la ...

muakakaka

n yea .. im finally getting my life bAck ...

weEeeE ....

- StrEetz Disciple hitting tHe strEets s0on -

- i'll bE baCk -

InteRestin'

2006-08-10T14:12:00.000-07:00

REALIZE that

The girl holding on to you

is Perfect in their own special way.

The way she laughs

The way she sleeps

The way she loves you

The way she tries to please you

Always REMEMBER that

She can always walk away and up,

getting someone else who can love her more.

For all you know,

there is someone out there wooing her already,

but she is rejecting a maybe perfect love for her.

There might also be someone out there

who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now,

fulfill her every need and love her as much as she loves you.

UNDERSTAND that

Girls have a huge guilty conscience ...

Imagine this guys...

When you are holding Her today,

and then you cheat on Her by hugging and kissing another girl,

and then you run back to Her and you do the same but you see love in Her eyes...

What do you think?Do you feel hurt?Do you feel guilt?

She loves you not because of you

are good looking,

have money,

buy her things,

make her parents happy,

or that you have a car.

She loves you for who you are,

your every touch,

every word you say,

everything you do.

Guys,cherish and appreciate your girl.

Don't break her fragile heart.

She is the only one who can love you that way.

You won't want to regret letting go of that special girl you have.

For everything she has done for you, the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you.

I'm in LovE .....

2006-08-07T23:22:00.000-07:00

Im so0 iN lovE wiF tHis s0ng . . .

keKeKe

deaLova By Once

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu..

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang mungkin bisa kau rindu..

karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu..

ooohh..karena hati telah letih..

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang selalu bisa kau sentuh..

aku ingin kau tau bahwaku selalu memujamu..

tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati..

oh bayangmu seakan akan..

kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku yang memanggil

rinduku padamu..

ooohh

seperti udara yang kuhela kau selalu ada..

hanya dirimu yang bisa membuatku tenang..

tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang..dan sepi..

kau selalu ada....

2006-08-07T21:33:00.000-07:00

Happy 20th Birthday to Hui Shan & Hamzah !!!

wat tHe heLL ?!?!

2006-08-02T11:43:00.000-07:00

Wat tHe heLL d0eS 'sHe' viEweD my profile for...??

Boredo0m...

2006-07-31T12:48:00.000-07:00

ohHh .. i've bEen tagGed by qiE-lala ... so0 here it is :

7 Random Facts About Me

- Im Belo (Blur Blur ??)

- Loves Chocolate

- Loves to laugh n SmiLes

- Loves to travel

- Fierce?? ( I noE I’ve changed)

- Go gaga over guys with goateE

- Go gaga over guys with snowcap

(tHose who look perfectly fit-on-em)

7 Things Dat Scares Me

- Balloons

- Breaking friendships

- Losing my loved one

- God / Death

- Getting my heart broken

- Being alone

- Any High Rides

7 Random Music At The Moment

- Marissa – Real Love

- Soluna – For all time

- Shera – Pulang ke hatimu

- Fazley ft. Shazzy – Kerna Asmara

- Someone to love – Jon B ft Babyface

- Tat reggae song dance by phanatz .. haha..

Dunnoe the title

- Jason Mraz – Life is Wonderful

7 things i like the most

- lepakz (Hanging out)

- my bEdro0m

- Close frens n family

- My belo-ness

-Hp n mp3

- DaNce

- Junk food

7 people to do next

- CatHy

- Mel

- Any1 else …

... a La La La La ...

2006-07-29T23:30:00.000-07:00

MySpace Layouts

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2006-07-28T23:55:00.000-07:00

Penantian Ialah Satu Penyeksaan

hahaha ...

FinaLLy i g0t wat i've beEn waitiN for ...

finally im baCk for dancing after suCh a long tyme

i've beEn disappearing ...

itS going to get tough but insyaallah i can pull

it thru'

starting baCk from the scratch....

: . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . :

Life at home have beEn pretty boring..

Mum's nagging for not getting a proper work...

already both of us keep on debating on me getting

a 'office' line and a 'sales' line job..

Can sHe jus be happy wif whatever i have

even if i get into sales line

can she accept it

at least i do find a job...

its not like im working at tHose unhealthy line...

aarrgHhhHh ....

N yEa iS it t0ugH for u Mum to bE

so pRoud oF me

t0 aCcept mE .. my iNterEst .. My pAssion

eVerytHing...

iM not goNna quit jUs Like tat ...

. : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . : . :

if u're gd ... i can be better ...

u're my motivation now t0 improve myself

wE will so0n mEet each otHer again ....

n i make sure u will faLL flat on tHe ground

dEad ...

i c u u c me

till we meEt again...

oHh gUys ... pLz makE my dream c0me truE ...

- Street Disciple -

+ = + =

2006-07-25T22:46:00.000-07:00

HmMzz ... itS beEn a long tyme siNce i've last blog in.

Many tHings happeNed

Firstly im not working at P.S already

didn't manage to get the contract

haixX...

but its ok ..

really enjoyed my 2 weEks stay working there

esp on my last day..

during my last day then i met all tHose fun crazy colleague

so sad .. 1st time c em' n the last time c em'

anyway..

enjoyed working wif u shelly n hui shan...

n my 2 seniors to0 ...

exactly on the 3rd month of our friendship

i saw him...

ganggu skejap emosi

but thx to my frens who make me forget him...

luvv u guys !!!

; )

2006-07-06T01:03:00.000-07:00

Found this post at friendster bulletins.
Find it very meaningful. So0 Enjoy ...

Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the
person we LoVe we fail to recognize & appreciate
the people who LoVe us.

We miss out on so many beautiful things & simply
because we allow ourselves to been slaved by our
own selfish concerns.

Go for the man of deeds & not for the man of words
for you will find rewarding happiness not with the
man you LoVe but the man who LoVes you more.

The best LoVers are those who are capable of
LoVing from a distance, far enough to allow the
other person to grow, but never too far to feel the
LoVe deep within your being.

To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to
stop LoVing, it only means that you allow that
person to find his own happiness without expecting
him to come back.

Letting go is not just setting the other person free,
but it is also setting yourself free from all
bitterness, hatred, & anger that keep in your heart.

Do not let the bitterness rare away your strength &
weaken your faith & never allow pain to dishearten
you, but rather let you grow with wisdom in bearing it.

You may found peace in just LoVing someone from
a distance not expecting anything in return.

But be careful, for this can sustain life but can
never give enough room for us to grow.

We can all survive with just beautiful memories of
the past but real peace & happiness come only
with open acceptance of what reality is today.

There comes a time in our lives when we chance
upon someone so nice & beautiful and we just find
ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person.

This feeling soon become a part of our everyday
lives & eventually consumes our thoughts & actions

The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that
this person feels nothing more for us than just a
friendship.
We start our desperate attempt to get noticed & be
closer but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded
& we end up being sorry for ourselves.

You don't have to forget someone you LoVe.

What you need to learn is how to accept the
verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for
yourself.
Believe me; you would be better off giving that
dedication & LoVe to someone more deserving.

Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible & let
your mind speak for itself.

Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as
well.

Always remember that if you lose someone today,
it means that someone better is coming tomorrow:

If you lose LoVe that doesn't mean that you failed
in LoVe.

Cry, if you have to, but make it sure that the tears
wash away the hurt & the bitterness that the past
has left with you.

Let go of yesterday & LoVe will find its way back to
you & when it does, pray that it may be the LoVe
that will stay & last a lifetime.

Lost an0ther frEn

2006-07-01T01:31:00.000-07:00

reaLLy im n0t in tHe mo0d t0day

bc0z i've l0st an0ther fren

haiZz

it's so0 hurtful ...

= cRied=

tHx giRLs

2006-06-30T23:07:00.000-07:00

t0dAy mEt up wiF Ct

weNt t0 polyclinic n tHen pr0cEed t0 suNtEc City ..

waLk aRd n round n round ...

tHen wEnt t0 orcHard n

mEet up wiD huDa n Kakak

wEnt t0 seacRh for Huda's sH0e

n oFF wE g0 t0 suBway ...

keKe...

eNjoyEd tHe meaL n takiN piCs

kEkeE ...

i lovE tHe co0kiEs tH0ugh

haD a fuN day t0day ...

aNyway h0pe i gEt tHe j0b so0n ...

aNyway ct .. tHx for t0daE's treAt aite ...

tHx tHx tHx

sLaCkiN n sLaCk ....

2006-06-29T22:53:00.000-07:00

tuEs weNt t0 NoveNa aCc mEL t0 hEr w0RkpLacE ...

aftEr tat mEet up wiF EuNiz n CatHy

sAw Isabelle

aCc CatHy buy hEr guitar ... haha ..

fuNNy xia

didn't n0e thEy seLL 3/4 guitar ... keke ..

o0hh ya .. piano = guitar??

muakakakaka

WeEe ... CatHy, once u pr0 muSt tEacH me ok ...

i aLso waNt t0 learn ... keke ...

wEd .. wEnt d0wn t0 SIM ..

4 tHe SIM Chase ...

wat tHe heLL xia ...

Met s0mE duMbAss ppL tHere ...

w0ndEr y u duMbaSs ppL hatE uS so0 muCh ... jeaLous huh??

F**k oFF maN !!!

tHen pr0ceEd d0wn t0 oRchaRd ...

mE n ct g0 n gEt ourSelveS a haircUt ... haha ...

i lovE my haiR n0w ...

caN spikE aRd ... wEee ...

tHen playEd po0L ....

haha .. 1st time i playEd po0L .. at LeaSt i cLeared tHe baSic leveL ...

kEkE ...

n tHen wE oFF t0 siMei foR daNce pRaCtiSe ....

- WeEeeeEe -

wEeeE

2006-06-18T22:58:00.000-07:00

Sat .. went t0 aCc EuNiz to Changi PolicE Divisi0n

t0 d0 her paSs

eNded up neEd t0 come an0ther day

haix ...

as expected m0st of the polices there were Malays

yea .. ade yg handsome ... keke

esp the one at the gate ..

he's v friendly aHh ..

his name is Mr ....

after tat went down to catcH re:mix c0mp seMis@ Plaza Singapura

Ask Zal al0ng but ended up his clique were there to0 ..

acc their gf ..keke ...

was w0ndering y tHe suddEn wanting to watch strEets danCe

coz they are m0re to metal ..

but thru' their expression i n0e they duN really feel 'in' wif the surrounding ..

i didn't stayed for the result though

went t0 eat coz we were v hungry ..

sorry ya guys coz i told ma frens to eat after the performances ended ..

kecian dorang .. keke ...

went Long John Silver to have our meal ..

me..EuNiz..Zal..Wak

as usual we have our stupid fights..stupid conversation..

laughters..stupid sounds..irritating each other...

blo0pers esp me .. so paiseHh .. keke ..

really enjoyed ma day ...

u ppL driving me nuts esp Wak ..

looks like i've got another observant person in my clique

muSt bE v careful .. keke

n yesH Wak .. wats wif u staring at me up n down huh??

do i lo0k like an alien to u ???

n finaLLy t0 Ct ..

if u are reading this i n0e who the 'gentleman' guy u were referring to0 ..

hahaha ... i noe wat u are thinking when u first met him

if my prediction is true .. he actually kind of 'melt' ur heart rite??

haha ..

tats wat i went thRu' went i first lay my eyes on him ..

but wat starts there ends there .. ; )

Wat comes ard goes ard

2006-06-17T23:45:00.000-07:00

It caMe truE

ScarRy isn't it ....

haha ...

ServE 'him' ritE

me baD . i n0e .

but wHo caRes???

MeSs wiF mE .. n u w0nt bE saFe ...

tRuSt mE ..

BaNgkok TriP

2006-06-16T21:12:00.000-07:00

~ WeEeEe ~

BaNgkok Trip Report

haha...

ovEraLL ConcLusion :

It Was ExceLLeNtttttt !!! Wanna g0 again !!!

hahaha ....

For Shopping SprEee ....

Sorry t0 all ma freNs c0z i cant buy the things u ppl wanted ...

was shorted of caSh ...

yeA ...

though the goods are cheaper than S'pore but its still quite ex ...

dun wanna type so0 long so will cut it short ...

weNt to their Zoo .. dream world aka Disneyland .. Coral Island ..

Alcazar Show.. their floating market .. Chaktuchak .. MBK ..

n others which i have forgotten the name ...

if only i bring extra cash ...

so i can spend more ...

nvm next time ....

n the next tyme i shld hit the nightlife there ...

the club or smthg .. keke

wanted t0 go .. but ma fren bro dun allowed ...

haixX ...

but still i enjoyEd myself !!!!!

wEeeE ...

n their girls/ladies are so slim n some are even smaller than me

but still they look gd man ... geEeZz

u hardly find any obese ppl

im so0 jealous xia ...

but for once im proud to be small coz easy t0 find clothes there

hahaha ...

n there's no minahs n mats ...

cooLL ritEe ...

wanna migrate aHHh ....

feel so peaceful coz u wont find ppl gossiping abt u on ur dressing

unlike spore here ...

n the Bangkok residents are so displine ...

coz they even queue to get on to the bus/train

amaziNg ...

muCh more polite ppl ...

oHHh .. there's quite a few of cute2 ppl to0 ...

haha ..

n0t forgettiN the air steward to0 ...

super gd lookiN ...

keke ..

..........

2006-06-06T13:10:00.000-07:00

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month,hold on to them because their one of a kind.

U gUys r0ck !!!

2006-06-05T22:30:00.000-07:00

U guys rockx maN !!

haha ... excellent performance by Diamond Rose n Hellven !!

u guys swept me off my feEt

keke ...

nicE to n0e tHe biG grp of u ppL ...

me s0mbong?

no la juS tat im shy ahH .. segaN .. give me some tyme to noe u ppl k ...

all the best for ur next performance ...

n another great show put up by Sophis'

keke ...

all the beSt for ur re:mix coMp aite ...

hMmz ... went to chill out at esplanade wif ma sEc sch n new found fren ..

its beEn a long tyme since we laSt meEt up ..

miSs u guys ..

seating down eating ma candy floss under a nitey sky

talking crapss

looking at ppL walking passed us

taking piCtures

beautiful surrounding

gettiNg to n0e stuFF i duNoE

talking abt our next stEp in life

met our unexpected frens

they grown fatter ehh ... as in buNcit .. keke

gd to n0e they are living well ...

hMmzz ....

Finally weNt to watch Da Vinci Code on Sun

weNt to sHaw HsE but its fuLL

so watChed at CatHay Cineleisure

great sHow .. though at some pt of tyme im lost

but still managed to kEep track ..

n i guEss we are the only Malay watching the
movie .. keKe ..

FeEL like wantin to read the bo0k ..

mCm bEst gitu ...

let c how ...

2 more days to go for my trip ...

going to make this trip a memorable one ...

n to erase all my unwanted expressions/feelings/memories

this trip come at the right trip though ...

so till we meet again my frens

pray for my safety

luve u guys lotttSSs !!!

Take Care ya PeEpS !!

.........................

2006-05-30T22:00:00.000-07:00

**Forget his name and face, forget his kiss and warm embrace**
**Forget the things he used to say, remember now he's gone away**
**Forget the times that went so fast, Forget his love which now has past**
**Forget the things he used to do, remember now he loves her too**
**Forget the love that you once shared, Forget the fact that he once cared**
**Forget the way he said your name, remember now things are not the same**
**Forget the talks that you once had, Forget the thought, it makes you sad**
**Forget that you said you would wait, remember now his love is hate**
**Forget him when they play your song, Forget you cried the whole night long**
**Forget he said he'll leave you never, remember now he's gone forever**

= tiRing Day =

2006-05-28T22:12:00.000-07:00

Sat MoRnin wEnt ovEr t0 JuRong WeSt

to heLp out wif the wedding dec0r

wif rynn .. malik .. wan .. farid

after tat rush to ITE Simei for our performance

we reached jus on tyme for the show .. haix ..

kind of weird for us to performed at the stadium

it was an SIA Sports Day

Cool man ... keke

Lei Suci Mata !!!

g0t few cool2 hunks to watch for ..

was having lots of fun though ..

The crowd was v supporting ...

Overall reaLLy eNjoyeD mySeLf ....

TheN went back to the decor place ..

Lepak wif em'

told ghost stories n stuff till midnight ..

i feel awkward ..

feel like someone spying on me

but trying to pretend nothing happen ...

gEeezZ ..

thinkin t00 much i think ..

= LeMas =

2006-05-25T23:45:00.000-07:00

Lemas ku dalam dakapan mu

Tidak ku sangka kau begitu

Inikah lumrah orang bercinta

Tiada ruang nafasnya

Lemas ku dalam pelukan mu

Tidak ku perlu kau begitu

Inikah ertinya bercinta

Berikan ruang agar ku selesa

Memang dia orangnya

Mula memangnya sempurna

Tiada yang buruk darinya

Bahagia sentiasa di rasa

Tapi kini dah berubah

Yang indah jadi derita

Aku resah gelisah

Yang tinggal hanyalah sakit dan peritnya

Kini aku mula sedari apa yang telah terjadi

Diriku dibebani bayangmu

Tapi tu semua dulu memang ku tidak mahu

Teruskan percintaan ini bersamamu

Bukanku benci kepadamu

Bukanku benci oh watakmu

Percayalah kataku, aku rimas, aku lemas

Bukanku benci cemburumu

Bukanku benci kau ekoriku

Percayalah kataku, aku rimas, aku lemas

Kini aku sedari apa yang telah terjadi

Diriku dibebani bayangmu

Tapi tu semua dulu memang ku tidak mahu

Teruskan percintaan ini bersamamu

Katakan apa yang harus aku lakukan

Agar kau mengerti

= Adventurous Me =

2006-05-24T22:30:00.000-07:00

despite running a fever n a sore throat

i still go out of the house

jus cant stay at home

super bored

nothing to do

24/7 nagging by mum

tired of facing the walls

cant be bothered by myself

im jus sick n tired of everything that happening in my life

yesterday i toured S'pore despite my weak condition

really enjoying myself

accompany Euniz

to Toa Payoh for lunch b4 meeting her Aunt

(ohH ya .. saw Azlan .. keke)

forever cutiE piE he is

then proceed to Tanah Merah Terminal to book tickets

to Tanjung Pinang

then head on to Peninsula

n off to Suntec City

Paid Ct a visit at Toys'R'Us

n accompany her for lunch at KFC

then to Causeway Pt

Lastly

Home Sweet Home !!!!

hahahahaha.......

hMmmZz .. when will my next tour be ?????

FuCkeRrrrr !!!!!

2006-05-20T23:15:00.000-07:00

girLs' inctinct aRe v aCcurate !!!!!!

n so0 do miNe !!!!

tiS tymE aRd it hitS rigHt oN tHe sp0ttttttt !!!!

BinGg0oo ...

2 worDs for u !!!!!!

u'Re

FUCKKINNNGGG BASTARDDDDDDDDDD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

U'RE GONNA GET UR KARMA S00N !!!!!

My Fault yet again

2006-05-17T22:30:00.000-07:00

haiXx ..
im g0ing tHru s0me t0ugH tymE hEre ..

n th0t i've recovered ..

another thing hit me n i fall again ..

my fault??

yEsHh ..

caN't dEnied it ..

2 miStakes in leSs than a m0ntH ..

hMmzZ ..

ReaLLy2 soRry if im tHe cauSe btw tHe two of u ...

i've loSt a frEn

its already unbearable for me to handle ..

n i duN waNt to lose the b0th of u ..

the pain will even worsen ..

For now im jus trying to pull myself up from the heavy fall

OuCcHh ..

EnjoyEmEnt !!!

2006-05-15T23:04:00.000-07:00

wEnt to SeNtosA yEstErday wiF

EuNiz n ma Boys

zal,wan,pit,wak n bar

mEt at 11am but dePaRt fr0m WdLs at 12 no0n ..

biAsa ahH . . jAnji mELayu ..

kEkE ..

wENt to TaNjuNg bEaCh firSt n dig in to

our foodss .. c0z we wEre supEr huNgRyy..

after tat we weNt for a splaSh in the water ..

surprisingly it was not crowded ..

so we were having the beach by ourselves ..

tHe boys swam across to the gala-gala island . .

while mE n euNiz juS chiLL n c tHe beautiful surrounding . .

playeD some games n do stunts in the water ..

haha ..

the next cheerleaders ..

ppl learn the basic on a proper ground on the land ..

but we? in the water ..

was having lots of fun . .

after a few hours .. we proceed to pahlawan beach ..

the same .. do stunts .. play water n ice .. etc ..

after waSh up .. we proceed to the musical fountain

coz i wanna watch .. keke

though i've watched it already ..

beautiful mann !!!

before heading home .. we ate at mc donald at

harbourfront centre ..

then to0k a bus home ..

finaLLy

HoMe swEet HomE !!!

aftEr a tiRing day ..

Hmm . . didn't noE hE live near my area .. tattoo??

SorriE

2006-05-13T01:13:00.000-07:00

To : Wan

Jus Wanna say that im soRrie if i cant answer ur qstns the other day

it's not that i dun want to ans

its jus tat some things are meant to be personal

evEn th0ugh u have pRomiSed me here n tHerE

i noe tat u do noe wat im going thru'

as i've givin u the hint

u have beEn a grEat fren to me

hope our friendship laSt aite ..

n tHx for eVerytHiNg ..

La La La . . .

2006-05-08T01:17:00.000-07:00

3rd MaY 2006

hoLLaBaCk pErforMaNcefor ITE SiMei's CCA DrivE

hoRribLEee !!!

eVerytHiNg juS coCkeD up !!

haiXx . .

w0rSt pErfoRmaNcE evEr !!!
but it ovEr . .

but stiLL tHat sHaMenESs i'vE wEnt tHru' i caNt forgEt !!!!

aaAarRggHHhhHh . . . .

6tH May 2006

PerForMaNcE at PlaZa SiNgapuRa

ITE ROadsH0w

QuiShEr n PhaNatz oWn MoVeS

WaS gd tH0ugH i'vE coCked up aBit eSp tHe sMokEy paRt

gEeEzZz . . .

n i tHiNk tAt tHe dj wH0 wAs in ChArgE wAs HaFiz . .

sH0ckEd t0 c hiM . .

aFtEr tAt pR0cEeD to Cocco LattE

aN0tHer pErfoRmaNce + cLuBbiN

keKe . .

it's a LoCaL sCeNe . .

s0mE of tHe muSic weRe AWES0ME n HOT !!!

reaLLy gEts ur b0dy gR0oviNg . .

eSp HaFiz n DuFfy s0ngSs. .

uR muSiC p0wEr to tHe MaXx La . .

WoW !!

didN't stAy foR L0ng tH0ugh . .

to0k Cab h0me . .

rEaCheD h0me ParEnts n0t in . .

haiXxx . .

iF i n0e i wiLL sTay tHeRe tiLL cLosiNg . .

but nVm La . .

tHeRe's m0rE t0 coMe . . h0pEfuLLy

heHe . .

Mo0dy

2006-05-04T23:57:00.000-07:00

it's bEen a LoNg tyMe i'vE LaSt bLog iN . .
i'vE deLetEd a FeW oF my pRevi0uS eNtRy . .

aNyway oN 1st oF May @ 1 30 am juS rEturNed h0mE fr0m my

tRip froM LaNgkAwi.
wAt sHaLL i sAy ?? reaLLy b0rEd to dEatH . .
n0tHiNg t0 d0 . .
tHe oNly eXcitEmEnt i fouNd wAs tHe viSit t0 tHe otHer iSLaNds.
OtHer tHaN tat . . b0rEd . .
wAts moRe wHeN my MuM t0ld mE tHiS LaSt miN . .
wAs reaLLy piSseD oFF . .

c0z oF tiS tRip i MiSsed wAn's biRtHdaY pit n tHe SLSS gatHeRiNg . .

Did lotS of tHiNkiNg oN My to tHe dEstiNati0n . .
MaNy thiNgs ruNning tHru' my miNd . .
tRyiNg t0 gEt s0Luti0n foR s0mE . . haiXx

but SadLy n0tHing caMe 0ut . .

tHe oNLy rEsoLuti0n i MadE wAs t0 maKe up WateVer miStaKed

i'vE d0ne . .

but tHinGs stArtEd t0 cHangEd iN a bLiNk of eyEs . .
wAs LoSt foR awHiLe . .

haiXx . .

n im stiLL tryiN to adjuSt myseLf tiLL n0w . .

Life moVes oN . .

HmMmz . .

2006-04-17T23:56:00.000-07:00

it's juS so0 weiRdzZ . .

g0sHhh . .

aRgHhhHhh . .

BoyS + GirLs

2006-04-17T13:28:00.000-07:00

MenDak SaK ..

so mEet up wiF tHe b0ys n lepaK ..

whEn over t0 maLik hsE ..

fr0m thEre wE waLk n lepaK at Reserv0ir ..

ChiLL .. l iSteN muSiC .. SnappiNg piCtuRes ..

waS greAt !!

reaLLy eNj0yeD myseLf .

aftEr tat wHen t0 PaSar MaLam ..

rode bumpEr caR .. hEe

n bougHt s0me fo0d ..

freaKy huNgrY maN !!

sat unDer v0id dEck n eAt .. piCnic gitu ..

mE .. meL ..Wan .. TauFik .. FaRid .. Malik .. AzZ .. Jib n WifE ..

aftEr tat pLayed tRutH .. daRe or Eat !!

teLL ya tHe tRuth ..

i reaLLy hatE pLayiNg ThiS gaMe..

but n0 ch0icE tiS tymE caNn0t av0id ..

w0nt dEscRibe muCh hErE wat happEneD ehk ..

tH0se wh0 noE juS keEp t0 urseLf ..

haiiXx .. paiSeH t0 tHe MAxXx !!!

weNt h0mE quitE latE th0ugH ..

c0nfeRenCe awHiLe tHen oFF to sLeEp ..

hmMhz .. i gEt t0 n0e s0mE stuFF ..

itS juS so0 sCaRyy !!

AaRgHHhhh !!!

EvErytHiNg's OvEr !!!!

2006-04-16T00:50:00.000-07:00

pHEwW !!

gLAd evErytHiNg's ovEr !!

But reaLLy caNt believe tatS HoLLaBaCk CreW is oVeR !!

WaS haviN a MarveLLouS tymE @ thE iNdo0r StadiuM ..

EveN th0ugH wE diN wiN anytHing ..

WaS quitE diSapp0intEd th0ugh ..

But tAts pArt n paRceL of a Competiti0n ..

u eitHeR wiN or LoSe !!

GoShH !! noW i duNno Wat t0 do !! itS so0 meNdaK heRe !!

ok let mE frEsH bAck 2 DayS b4 tHe ActuaL pErforMancE ..

g0tta bE a Long eNtry .. beAr wif mE ..

14th April 06 (FriDay)

hAd pErformAncE at AdmiRaLty PlaCe ..

duNn0e wat fiEsta aHh ..

krumpErs perf0rmaNce coCked up .. in my opini0n ahH ..

MaLiq .. meL .. SaliMin .. SideK

diDn't tuRn up ..

but wE juS g0 on wiF tHe sh0w . .

thEn sLaCk at Zura's hsE .. ouR heAdquaterS ..

do lAst miN thiNgy ..

aftEr tat im off t0 suNtEc t0 meEt LinDa wiF meL ..

pASs the tix ..

MystiQue mEmbeRs to0k tRansp0rtation t0 thE indo0r stAdiuM

for tHe reheaRsaL ..

me n MeL??

wE waLk all tHe wAy fr0m kaLLaNg MRt t0 tHe StadiuM ..

g0t l0St in thE middLe ..

seMput alreaDy when wE reAched thEre ..

thEn i wAs 'tegur' by my tEaCher s0me unplEasaNt stuFf ahh ..

but i take his comment positively .. my miStakE to0 ..

Was reaLLy2 v stReSsFuL tau ..

i reaLLy c0ckEd up to0 muCh ..

neArLy bReAk d0wn ..

untiL onE of thE brEaker neaRly keNa by mE ..

haiXx ..

duriN tat time i jus waNted t0 get out of thEre ..

but i juS stayEd put ..

lEft thE pLacE quite laTe ..

reAchEd h0me at 12 am ..

pAckeD the thinGs nEedEd untiL 1am

to0 exhAustEd !!

15th ApriL 2006 (SaturDay)

- ActuaL Day -

WoKe up at 4aM ..

c0z gotta mEet JiB n VicKy at intErcHaNge ..

haiZz .. waited for the buS for 20 mins ..

ended up bus service not yet started ..

so to0k a cab coz im late ..

only ViCky wAs thEre ..

waitEd fir Jib n oFF we pr0cEed to KhatiB ..

traNsport by Min's abg iPar ..

thk g0d !!

Busy busy busy

wiF rehearsing until run out of the schedule given ..

make up pun laSt miN ..

th0ugh i like my faCe paiNt .. hEe

strEss Sak aKu !!!

mane nak make up .. gather bdk2 .. ph0ne caLLs/mSg .. eTc

can really hear the crowD v0icEs from BaCkstage ..

itS so0 Scary ..

5 th0usaNd ppL ..

g0sHh !! v v nErv0us !!

wAs also piSseD off wif oNe of tHe gRp th0ugh ..

We are the 1st grp in tHe 2nd haLf t0 perform ..

ohh yea ..

n tat guy from R0nin pat me on my BaCk ..

sh0ckEd me for awiLe ..

thEn

LeTs WeLc0mEEEee

frOm VariOus ITE MYSTIQUEEEEEEEEE !!!!

wE juS gavE aLL out ..

eveything weNt on sm00tHly ..

maMpat giLeR SaK !!

WaS reaLLy daMn satiSfiEd ..

alhaMduLLiLah ..

aaRon aziz was one of the judges !! Shit !!

after performaNce went t0 clean up

n meEt my seC scH freNs ..

eAt at MaC

n off h0me swEet h0me

t0 tHe pErcuSsi0niSt n MaFias'

reALLy soRry i didn't heLp u gUy out with thE pErcussions ..

goShH !!

reaLLy miSsiN MystiQue like heLL !!

My SuNshiNe

2006-04-07T22:47:00.000-07:00

U aRe My SuNshiNe

My oNLy suNshiNe

U MakE mE haPpy

WhEn skiEs aRe gRey

U nEvEr n0E deAr

H0w muCh i LovE u

PleAsE duN takE

My SuNshiNe aWay

iM so stuCk wiF tiS s0ng . . duNn0e y . .

HmMzZ . .

tHaNk g0d !!!

2006-04-07T10:29:00.000-07:00

StReSs !! StrEsSs !!

WaS haviN feVer siNce yEsterDay

haiXxx .. stResS aBt eVerytHing ..

daNce pRaCtiSe .. 'paPeR w0rK' .. cReW mEmbErs .. feEL juS liKe quittIng ..

aAaRgHhh ..

tHaNk g0d i aM tHe linkEd betweEn tHe orgaNisEr n MystiQue ..

if n0t ?!? thiNk i've quit ..

but mE quittiNg haLfway tHru' aftEr aLL tHe haRd w0rk i've g0ne tHru'

n0o wAy maN !!

duN woRry i'll wiLL puLL it tHru'

SeEing mY c0re MemBeRs reaLLy put a smiLe 0n my faCe

g0nNa miSs tHem L0ts aftEr tHe c0mpEtiti0n

aLL tHe LaugHtEr .. aRguMeNts .. j0kEs .. cRaps ..

G-A-Y Unit + L-E-S Unit

aFtEr a haRd daY of w0rK toDay i guEsS we havE settLed it ..

caN feEL my teMpeRatuRe dEcReaSin ..

but a Bit 0nLy ..

WaS reaLLy satiSfiEd wiF eVerytHinG

Luv u guySss !!!!

- ISO407P -

2006-04-06T07:59:00.000-07:00

ISO407P

g0sShH . . miSsiN u ppL so0 muCh !!!

haD a bbQ pit at EaSt C0aSt PaRk yEstErday, 5th ApriL . .

weNt d0wN aftEr my daNce pRaCtise wiF meL . .

so0 haLfway thru whiLe staRtiNg up tHe firE suDdeNly it raiNed . .
haiZz . . thaNk g0d wE havE a sheLtEr . . it waS so0 daMn heavy . .

thE teNt whiCh wAs sEt up earLier wAs haLfway c0LLapsiNg . .

thE sheLteR wAs aLs0 flo0dEd . .

g0osHH !! wait n wait untiL 8pm pLus tHen maNage t0 gEt stArted . .

but iTs okie . .

to0k lots of piCtuRes wiF ppL caMeRas' . .

haha . .

i've gRabBed NaZri caP . . b0i !! i l0ikE tat caP . .

gottA havE tAt Cap . .

i t0n ovEr n wE Lazzzz aRd tiLl miDnigHt thEn weNt t0 c tHe rEst pLay po0L .

whiLe watChing thEm pLay i cHattEd wiF my freN 0n tHe hp . .

aftEr tat mE . . qiE . . shAn . . nAdz . . miCh . . pLayed

that futsaL table . . i like tat !! its beEn my fav gaMe . . hEe . .

aftEr tat . . juS taLked crApPed on gH0st stoRies n stuFF tiLL suNriSe . .

maNagEd t0 sLeEp a feW miN only . . wAsh up n wE hit tHe mAc DonaLd . .

thEn wAt's neXt ??

to0k tHe buS h0me wiF miChie . .

b0th oF us juS sLeEp 0ur aSs off !!

CaNn0t takE it sAk . . tiRed . .

reAchEd h0me sLeEp aBt 2 h0urS tHen oFF t0 my daNce pRaCtiSe @ siMei . .

supEr tiRed Lor . .

but i juS puLLed myseLf c0z i neEd to settLe s0me stuFF witH my mEmbErs . .

aNyway . . t0 najiB, im reaLLy s0rRy ya 4 tat bruiSe neAr ur eyE . .

feEL v guiLy whEnevEr i c him . . so0 soRry

wHen BaCk h0me earLy t0day . .

neEd t0 settLe an0tHer urgeNt stuFF . . s0 strEssFuL . .

to0k buS h0mE wiF faRid . .
n wE taLked n taLked . .

untiL heRe i aM updatiNg my bL0g . .

My wiSh CuM tRuE

2006-04-02T22:31:00.000-07:00

WeEe .. guEss wAt ?!? MystiquE aRe tHru' t0 tHe fiNals .. yeAa ..

hahaha .. th0ugh ouR peRformaNce wAs teRriBLe !!! EveRytHing juS c0ckEd up ..

haiZz .. but at LeAst wE makE it thRu' .. OuRs wAs tHe LaSt tEam t0 eNtRy tHe finaLs ..

hEe .. alhaMduLliLah ..

yEaa .. thEre's l0ts n l0ts of bLo0pErs .. heE ..

but i guEss iM tHe WoRst !!! u n0e waT??

AftEr i'vE chaNgEd t0 my c0stuMes i waNna chaNgE to my bLaCk sh0e ..

tHe n0rmaL bLaCk sh0e i n0rMaLLy weAr to ScH .. nNnnnn .. h0w stupiD caN i gEt

weNt i b0ugHt aL0ng a 2 rigHt sidEd sh0eS .. BotH paiRs aRe rigHHt !!! aRrrgHHhh !!

i was LikE waT thE fuCk !!! oNe wAs sLeEse tHe othEr wAs kaPpa .. g0sShh !!

n0 ch0icE i'vE g0tta weAr c0z tHe extRa sh0eS aRe daMn biG 4 my SmaLL fo0t ..
itSs so0 aWkwaRd !!! n yeA .. aLL my 0tHer mEmbErs weRe laugHiNg at mE ..

thAnkx t0 tat sh0E tat i t0sSed t0 tHe riGht .. haiZz .. wAs quitE diSsap0intEd 4 a whiLe ..

buT ovEraLL it wAs aWeS0mE .. except 4 tiNy paRt of it ..

sAw s0me1 i n0E wh0 gavE mE tiS fuCkiNg facE n theRe g0eSs my miDdLe fiNgEr .. haha ..

n0 moRe tHe deCeNt mE aitEe ..

so0 th0se wH0 waNNa watCh us in thE finaL dp bo0k ur tix wiF me ..

tix aRe LiMitEd aitE ..

n wE wiLL bE tHe opEniNg grP 4 ab0ve 17 t0 peRforMaNcE ..

yea ..

guEsS tiLL hEre .. c u @ thE fiNaLs ..

HapPENinG baBe !!!

2006-03-30T14:20:00.000-08:00

2 m0rE dAyS t0 g0 foR tHe HoLLaBaCk CreW SeMis !!!

G0sShh !! tiS iS so0 ScAry . .

WaS haviN an uNpLeaSaNt dAy yeStErdAy . . W0N't sAy muCh aBt it . .

WaS feeLinG piSs oFF to0 S0 i wHeN for a ruN @ tHe tRaCk . .

feeLiN bettEr aftEr tHE ruN tH0ugH . .

HoLLaBaCk cRew - my r0Le?? MoRe of a chEerLeaDeR . . yeA . .

aFtEr muCh of pRaCtiSing . . i fiNaLly gEt it riTe d0iN tHe t0sSin foR ur iNfo . .

iTs t0ugH foR a begiNneR liKe mE . .

c0z I HaVe OnLy LIKe 2 DayS t0 learN thE pr0peR wAy . . aArgGhH !!

but alhamdulillah i ManaGe t0 puLL it thRu . .

HopEfuLLy evErytHing g0 oN sm0otHLy oN tHe dAy itSeLF . .

feELs gReAt wHeNevEr u'rE up iN tHe aiR . . :P

tHx t0 SidiK foR ur patiEnCe guiDaNce

n t0 aLL MyStiQue-iaN hEe . .

AnyWay MystiQuE wAs offeReD t0 be tHe CheErLeadErs of tHe

SportiNg AfriQue (FlaMing0)

For uR iNfo SportiN AfriQue iS tHe nEw foreiGn tEam pLayiN in tHe S-LeaguE . .

HaHaa . . gReat offEr tH0ugH. . wE will c aBt tAt . .

So0 to u ppL 0ut tHeRe c0Me d0wN n suPp0Rt us MYSTIQUE

1st ApriL , 3 pM

@ tHe PaDaNg . .

EnD oF ScHo0L

2006-03-28T22:00:00.000-08:00

w0itt .. fiNaLLy MaRketiNg pApEr iS ovErRr ..

n itS maRk tHe eNd oF my ITE LifE .. haiXx ..

duN eveN aSk mE h0w tHe MarkeTing paPer wAs .. my EvEr 1st tiMe stuDyiN
with0ut aNy n0tEs on haNd ..

reGreT ?? MayBe ..

n0t DiScipLinE eN0ugH ?? MayBe ..

watEveR itS is i Cant tuRn BaCk tHe tyMe .. 2 yeArs g0ne so0 faSt iN a bLink of eYes .. beEn tHru aL0t of eXpeRieNces go0d n Bad .. th0ugH i duN reaLLy sh0w tHru my apPearaNces .. i beLieVe tat u duN havE to g0 thRu suCh expeRieNces t0 n0e tHe ciRCumstaNces .. oPeN uR eyEs n Lo0k aRd u t0 noE wAt it iS aLL aBt ..

NoNseNse?? MayBe t0 u But N0t 2 mE ..

- PeAce Out -

eHkk tErpRaNjAt . . .

2006-03-27T16:06:00.000-08:00

eHkk TeRpRaNjAttt . .

HaAa . . u n0e i n0E aitE. . fiNaLLy iM haviN my 0wN bL0g . .

dEcidEd t0 sEt uP 0nE so tat i caN keEp iN c0ntAct wiF my feLL0w frEns . . heE . .

tHx t0 my deAr frEn, ShaSh, foR heLpiNg mE oPeniNg up aN aCc0uNt foR mE . .

tHx a L0t ya Sis . . hEeE . .

~ MuAccKkZz ~